I know it has been a while since I last let my fingers dance across the keys on the keyboard. A lot of water has run under the bridge since my last entry. I have moved, and am no longer living mostly off the grid. While I love the idea of being completely self-sufficient, it is not what made me the best version of myself. But I think I have found a compromise that gives me and the world a lot less stress. I am learning to relax and not feel as guilty about what I am not getting done on my own schedule. Don't worry. I still have the moments where I am running around like a headless chicken and doing panicked jazz hands because ohh noo the world is tilting and I haven't gotten even the basic things done.
*Saving the document and putting the computer to sleep, Josie got up and walked aimlessly around the kitchen. The voice of the writing she did in the blog, was as far from the rl persona as anyone could get. The bubbly voice was born during a very dark moment. It had hung on since then and had become an extra security blanket. But it often also left her drained.*
